Post by Jun Song on Sept 27, 2012 10:09:13 GMT -5
Confessional
When Britney won head of household, I was content. I know that I am safe from Britney's nominations... however, I also am aware that Britney is going to be extremely difficult to beat. She has seemed to make friends with everyone in the house, and now that Neil is on the chopping block, I know that I can no longer play a floater game.
I'm aware that the other players in the game are disappointed with my lack of performance. But I did figure I should still be good because there are a handful of people in this game that really lack activity. However, they have all been expelled. So this leaves me in a very, very terrible spot.
If Janelle and Ashley are both evicted this week, then we have already made final eight. And although I am like really excited about that... I just feel like it's too late for me. Like, I planned on being an underdog again. By just skating by for a few weeks and then really coming out and fighting. However, we are now at final eight... and it makes it extremely difficult for me to change that image that other people already have on me.
Although I am happy to made it this far... I am nervous because I know I am going to have to step up my game one hundred percent in order to win the game. Even if I make final two... people like Britney would literally kill me in jury votes. I'm just going to really start focusing on the game and play as well as I can from this point forward.
When Britney won head of household, I was content. I know that I am safe from Britney's nominations... however, I also am aware that Britney is going to be extremely difficult to beat. She has seemed to make friends with everyone in the house, and now that Neil is on the chopping block, I know that I can no longer play a floater game.
I'm aware that the other players in the game are disappointed with my lack of performance. But I did figure I should still be good because there are a handful of people in this game that really lack activity. However, they have all been expelled. So this leaves me in a very, very terrible spot.
If Janelle and Ashley are both evicted this week, then we have already made final eight. And although I am like really excited about that... I just feel like it's too late for me. Like, I planned on being an underdog again. By just skating by for a few weeks and then really coming out and fighting. However, we are now at final eight... and it makes it extremely difficult for me to change that image that other people already have on me.
Although I am happy to made it this far... I am nervous because I know I am going to have to step up my game one hundred percent in order to win the game. Even if I make final two... people like Britney would literally kill me in jury votes. I'm just going to really start focusing on the game and play as well as I can from this point forward.
