Jen's Divuljence

[Jun Song]

1. Since you wouldn't give me the time of day when I tried to talk to you, why should I give you the time of day when it comes time to vote?




I can understand how you feel like I wouldn't give you the time of day when you tried to contact me on AIM, but I really don't see it that way. in this game, I wasn't the largest social butterfly. I relied mainly on strategy in order to push myself here. When you approached me, I was honestly busy. From Neil to Porsche's eviction... I was extremely busy with my grandfather in the hospital and while I was online... I was doing things that NEEDED to be done, such as challenges, homework, and voting. Those rounds were really hard for me to just kind of float along, but I luckily set up a pretty good position for myself that I was able to stay around.

I think you should give me the time of day because I really feel like I put absolutely everything I had to give into this game. With everything happening at once, I was extremely stressed... but I always managed to pull through and survive. There were a few rounds where strategy pushed me forward... but I did have more social and physical game then people are pretending I had. I was social with people like Danielle, Britney, and Neil... and made sure I was set up good with each of them. I won a head of household that I used to take out a competitor that I felt was an obstacle to me in this game. And I did managed to talk to you and I think even when you were evicted, we had a fairly good relationship... it just wasn't addressed often on AIM.

I think I was able to hold a good stance on the game even though times got tough. So I think you should give me the time of day because I gave the this game all the time I could, and I think I did a pretty fantastic job with the hand I was dealt.

[Jun Song]

2. You obviously voted to keep me over Britney, which surprised me at the time. I truly thought Britney had you and Amanda in her back pocket and that if I was up against her I would leave. Turns out I left because of her power. So now that I know what I know, did you know about Britney's power when you voted me out? Please explain what happened from your perspective during that live round and my premature eviction.



I did know of Britney's power... and I knew that you were likely going to be evicted. However, I would not describe that round as me being in Britney's back pocket. When Ian won that head of household, I was extremely nervous because me and Ian were not able to build any type of relationship. My only hope was my alliance with Danielle. I knew Danielle had enough pull with Ian that she could tell him that you and Britney were together so you should be nominated together. I knew that Danielle and Amanda would not be going up, because there was no good reason for them to be nominated. And I knew whoever was nominated against Britney would one hundred percent be going home. So to ensure that it was not me, I had to make sure that it was you. I kept selling the fact that I wanted Britney out to Danielle and Ian... and it worked because they believed me and left you on the block to take the hit.

[Jun Song]

3. I think you alluded to this but I would like you to answer just so I'm certain. If you had won the Final HOH would you have taken Britney or Amanda, and why?


I would've taken Amanda, one hundred percent. When I evicted Danielle, I knew that I needed to sell that me and Britney were final two from the first day. I knew that Britney would remain loyal to it if she won the final head of household. But I also knew that Britney was going to be an extremely hard competitor to beat in final two, which is why I was trying to get her out since the final five... I just couldn't reveal myself. This is kind of why I think Britney relied solely on challenge wins... she wasn't even eligible to be evicted after Russell's eviction because she won veto or head of household every week. And hats off to her, that's great. But I just think that the game should be more about a well-balanced winner... and had Britney lost any of those rounds or didn't have that power... she would've been evicted. And as winners, me and you both know that all five of us had targets walking into this game... Britney made that target for herself... she built a bad persona. And I think that the challenges were what really carried her here. And I do think Dustin did help Britney a few times along the way, to be honest. I love Dustin, but Britney was his favorite to win. And there were a few times where Britney received unfair advantages which is why I stopped writing confessionals... because I didn't want even Dustin to know that I planned to take out Britney because then he could possibly help her further herself.

And since I know it's going to be asked... the unfair advantages Britney received were...
1.) She was told [hinted] that no powers left in the attic were to be any real use.
2.) The round you were evicted... I told both Dustin and Britney that I would veto Britney. When I made the wrong move in the Power of Veto challenge, (which I made on purpose), Dustin asked me to REALLY look at the puzzle because he was hinting that I was making the wrong move because he wanted me to keep Britney and you in the game.

There could be more that I am forgetting, but I just wanted to state that before you guys made your vote. I'm not saying that Britney doesn't deserve to be here... but I do think Dustin pushed her along at some points. And I think it was pretty smart on my part to lead Dustin and Britney to believe that I was going to take Britney no matter what, because that helped Dustin help my game.

[Britney Haynes]

Okay, Hold Up wench.

1. It’s not like Dustin leaned over in the middle of class to whisper shit in my ear like a school girl, no bitch, I ASKED Dustin on my own, because the rules to get the power were that you had to have five houseguests like the post. Considering Ian only gained access when there were five people (meaning only four eligible people to like a post, aka NOT ENOUGH to even GET INTO the attic) there was literally no harm in telling me what the powers did considering Ian wouldn’t or shouldn’t have been given access.


2. Maybe he just didn’t want you to look like a dumbass when you could clearly win the veto. I was safe regardless or not if I came off the block. If you’re so convinced he was trying to help someone along in that case, it would have been only Jen seeing as she was the real one in danger, so don't drag my ass into it.



Bitch please, if I was Dustin’s favorite above EVERYONE, then why have you said the same about Porsche, and then why would Dustin say Jen was robbed? Oh and let’s not forget Danielle either. I think it’s pretty low and with no class on your part to say shit like this because you clearly know you’re grasping at straws to win.

[Jun Song]

Nov 13, 2012 18:27:28 GMT -5 Britney Haynes said:

Okay, Hold Up wench.

1. It’s not like Dustin leaned over in the middle of class to whisper shit in my ear like a school girl, no bitch, I ASKED Dustin on my own, because the rules to get the power were that you had to have five houseguests like the post. Considering Ian only gained access when there were five people (meaning only four eligible people to like a post, aka NOT ENOUGH to even GET INTO the attic) there was literally no harm in telling me what the powers did considering Ian wouldn’t or shouldn’t have been given access.


2. Maybe he just didn’t want you to look like a dumbass when you could clearly win the veto. I was safe regardless or not if I came off the block. If you’re so convinced he was trying to help someone along in that case, it would have been only Jen seeing as she was the real one in danger, so don't drag my ass into it.



Bitch please, if I was Dustin’s favorite above EVERYONE, then why have you said the same about Porsche, and then why would Dustin say Jen was robbed? Oh and let’s not forget Danielle either. I think it’s pretty low and with no class on your part to say shit like this because you clearly know you’re grasping at straws to win.

I'm just saying that through these actions, I felt like you were Dustin's pick to win. If the jury doesn't think so, that's fine. And I'm not saying that you made it here solely on his doing.... but I am saying that I thought some of these actions were an unfair thing for you. And I don't want the jury to judge your gameplay based off these facts, I'm just saying that's what I SAW... so I led Dustin and you to believe things that weren't true in order to further myself. If it wouldn't have made a difference... then that's fine. I'm just explaining my complete game from my point of view.

[Ian Terry]

For the record, I did gain access to the attic. Since it was final 5, Dustin said I could get 5 likes from anyone in the cast, including myself lol.......turns out I just picked an empty safe (safe 2 - thanks Brit ) so yall should just feel lucky

[Britney Haynes]

So you're incapable of asking the host questions? I mean I TOLD you that I got into the attic, what I got from it, and most importantly HOW I got into the attic. If you remembered that then you'd have known there was no harm in a question.

It's like you have selective memory girl.


And I don't get how you think I could make things unfair? Like? Asking questions makes it unfair for others?

If it's what you SAW then don't state it like it's fact. It's really pathetic, and almost insulting to the jury if you think they'd be dumb enough to believe that dribble.

Save your breath.

[Britney Haynes]

Nov 13, 2012 18:36:15 GMT -5 Ian Terry said:

For the record, I did gain access to the attic. Since it was final 5, Dustin said I could get 5 likes from anyone in the cast, including myself lol.......turns out I just picked an empty safe (safe 2 - thanks Brit ) so yall should just feel lucky

Lucky #2 ♥

I'll admit I didn't know you got access because you had people like Kara (A Pre-Juror not a Houseguest) liking your post.

I will go on record saying though that I asked Dustin about it before you reached five likes. And it's not like Ian bluffed about having a power to stay (or at least to me) So it wasn't like I knew you would be lying or anything.


Overall point with the attic drama is that it didn't really even matter that I knew because #1 I believed myself that he didn't get in so any power wasn't claimed, and #2 He chose the EMPTY safe anyway.

So I'd just like to say all that before Sister Juns tries to chime in

[Jen Johnson]

Nov 13, 2012 17:47:44 GMT -5 Jun Song said:

1. Since you wouldn't give me the time of day when I tried to talk to you, why should I give you the time of day when it comes time to vote?



I was social with people like Danielle, Britney, and Neil... and made sure I was set up good with each of them.

Okay, then I guess you can get votes from Danielle, Britney and Neil...oh wait.

In all seriousness, one talk on AIM does not a relationship make. Literally every single time I IMd you after that you did not respond. Until I was as good as voted out and you knew you needed to try to get my vote. Maybe the fact that I forgot you in my goodbyes says something about your presence in the game.

I can understand being busy - I was very busy and definitely not as social in this game as I usually am. Life happens. But, if you are able to be online you shouldn't just ignore people when they try to talk to you - and that goes for the PM you never opened.

I wanted to be fair and give you a chance, but I don't call having a good relationship with three people (one of them your F2 who cannot vote for you anyway) and winning two comps (one which was a crap shoot and the other which was against Amanda ) a great game. Don't feel bad. My game sucked, lol. But I'm not the one trying to explain why I deserve to win the game over Britney. I just think you have an uphill battle here.

[Jun Song]

Nov 13, 2012 20:48:27 GMT -5 Jen Johnson said:

Nov 13, 2012 17:47:44 GMT -5 Jun Song said:

1. Since you wouldn't give me the time of day when I tried to talk to you, why should I give you the time of day when it comes time to vote?



I was social with people like Danielle, Britney, and Neil... and made sure I was set up good with each of them.

Okay, then I guess you can get votes from Danielle, Britney and Neil...oh wait.

In all seriousness, one talk on AIM does not a relationship make. Literally every single time I IMd you after that you did not respond. Until I was as good as voted out and you knew you needed to try to get my vote. Maybe the fact that I forgot you in my goodbyes says something about your presence in the game.

I can understand being busy - I was very busy and definitely not as social in this game as I usually am. Life happens. But, if you are able to be online you shouldn't just ignore people when they try to talk to you - and that goes for the PM you never opened.

I wanted to be fair and give you a chance, but I don't call having a good relationship with three people (one of them your F2 who cannot vote for you anyway) and winning two comps (one which was a crap shoot and the other which was against Amanda ) a great game. Don't feel bad. My game sucked, lol. But I'm not the one trying to explain why I deserve to win the game over Britney. I just think you have an uphill battle here.

I'm not saying that my game was anything super stellar. I'm saying that with the cards I was dealt, I played the best game I possibly could... and I think I'm deserving of my spot in final two. If everyone was so stupid to forget my presence in the game, then that may be why you are all sitting over there and I am over here.

Whether I win or lose, most likely lose, I made it to the final two... I'm simply telling everyone why I feel like I deserve to be the final one. If you don't agree... that's fine.. vote for Britney. But the negative comments on how I "barely existed" and had such a "terrible" game... isn't needed. No, I wasn't the best at being social.. I'm first to admit it. But the goal walking into this house is to get to the end and win. I made sure I got to the end, and although I most likely won't win... I accomplished the goal of getting here. And ya'll can say I played a bad game... but look where ya'll are at. I am perfectly content with walking away from this game with second place and the contestant who has spent the most days in the Brawl House. I'm proud of it.

[Jen Johnson]

Nov 13, 2012 2:50:33 GMT -5 Britney Haynes said:

Britney, I had a strategy in this game - really, I did, lol. Part of my problem was never winning anything and never being in a position of power - especially when I didn't win and take myself off the block. We had an alliance at some point and I figured you had others, which you did. Please answer the following questions.1a. List your alliances in order of how likely you were to keep each of them and why. 1b. You had a F2 with Jun but if she had been voted out, what was your plan B for your F2 and why.2. Did you have any strategic reasoning for your F2 with Jun? If so, what was it?
3. Tell me about your trips to the attic - when you were there, what you won, who you told, etc.




My second alliance was with you. It was never as strong as the one I had with Jun because, for starters, it wasn't formed right from the get go. And the other point was early on I preached a winner's alliance to you (among others) and you nodded your head to it, but it wasn't till about round three or four you approached me and hit a new level oh honesty with me. I did form a pact with you then but I didn't put myself entirely into it because you only reaching that level then with me, kind of told me you either...weren't really into the whole winner's thing I had originally said, or you in turn, didn't believe me when I said it. So because of that, that's why I had to do things like the trust test of Amanda vs. Porsche.

However, when I fully trusted you, you were taken out at the Fast Forward.

Well, I wanted to work with Porsche. I just didn't want to work with Ian/Porsche. So, when Ian vetoed himself that kind of ended that for me. I did consider trying to keep her in the game but that would've meant getting Danielle or Jun to vote with Ian and I. I didn't see that happening and it wasn't worth it to me to put forth the effort when I knew I wanted Ian/Porsche broken up anyway. Plus, there was your trust... lol. A lot of good that did me with the little quacker winning HOH and a POV from hell. I'd say at that point all my eggs were in the wrong basket.

[Jen Johnson]

Nov 13, 2012 21:18:04 GMT -5 Jun Song said:

Nov 13, 2012 20:48:27 GMT -5 Jen Johnson said:

Okay, then I guess you can get votes from Danielle, Britney and Neil...oh wait.

In all seriousness, one talk on AIM does not a relationship make. Literally every single time I IMd you after that you did not respond. Until I was as good as voted out and you knew you needed to try to get my vote. Maybe the fact that I forgot you in my goodbyes says something about your presence in the game.

I can understand being busy - I was very busy and definitely not as social in this game as I usually am. Life happens. But, if you are able to be online you shouldn't just ignore people when they try to talk to you - and that goes for the PM you never opened.

I wanted to be fair and give you a chance, but I don't call having a good relationship with three people (one of them your F2 who cannot vote for you anyway) and winning two comps (one which was a crap shoot and the other which was against Amanda ) a great game. Don't feel bad. My game sucked, lol. But I'm not the one trying to explain why I deserve to win the game over Britney. I just think you have an uphill battle here.

I'm not saying that my game was anything super stellar. I'm saying that with the cards I was dealt, I played the best game I possibly could... and I think I'm deserving of my spot in final two. If everyone was so stupid to forget my presence in the game, then that may be why you are all sitting over there and I am over here.

Whether I win or lose, most likely lose, I made it to the final two... I'm simply telling everyone why I feel like I deserve to be the final one. If you don't agree... that's fine.. vote for Britney. But the negative comments on how I "barely existed" and had such a "terrible" game... isn't needed. No, I wasn't the best at being social.. I'm first to admit it. But the goal walking into this house is to get to the end and win. I made sure I got to the end, and although I most likely won't win... I accomplished the goal of getting here. And ya'll can say I played a bad game... but look where ya'll are at. I am perfectly content with walking away from this game with second place and the contestant who has spent the most days in the Brawl House. I'm proud of it.

I agree with you, Jun. You made the moves which benefited you and you deserve to be where you are. I meant it when I said you should be proud. I don't think I've disrespected you but I will be honest and call you out if I disagree. Communication is huge in any org and the lack of it made a big impression on me. I don't think you have a great argument for that.

I do think you are doing your best to try to explain why you should win and I wouldn't want to see you do anything else.

[Jun Song]

Nov 13, 2012 21:34:46 GMT -5 Jen Johnson said:

Nov 13, 2012 21:18:04 GMT -5 Jun Song said:

I'm not saying that my game was anything super stellar. I'm saying that with the cards I was dealt, I played the best game I possibly could... and I think I'm deserving of my spot in final two. If everyone was so stupid to forget my presence in the game, then that may be why you are all sitting over there and I am over here.

Whether I win or lose, most likely lose, I made it to the final two... I'm simply telling everyone why I feel like I deserve to be the final one. If you don't agree... that's fine.. vote for Britney. But the negative comments on how I "barely existed" and had such a "terrible" game... isn't needed. No, I wasn't the best at being social.. I'm first to admit it. But the goal walking into this house is to get to the end and win. I made sure I got to the end, and although I most likely won't win... I accomplished the goal of getting here. And ya'll can say I played a bad game... but look where ya'll are at. I am perfectly content with walking away from this game with second place and the contestant who has spent the most days in the Brawl House. I'm proud of it.

I agree with you, Jun. You made the moves which benefited you and you deserve to be where you are. I meant it when I said you should be proud. I don't think I've disrespected you but I will be honest and call you out if I disagree. Communication is huge in any org and the lack of it made a big impression on me. I don't think you have a great argument for that.

I do think you are doing your best to try to explain why you should win and I wouldn't want to see you do anything else.

Well if the communication was that big of a factor... then I respect your decision to vote Britney. I just feel extremely attacked for being undeserving of where I'm sitting and I answer questions only to get rude replies.

If you don't think my argument is valid, then that's fine. That's what my argument is... if you disagree, then I understand. I'm just extremely annoyed with the lack of respect being dished out on me right now... not necessarily you, but everyone.
But thank you.